My Miscarriage

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TW: This video is about my experience with Pregnancy and Miscarriage. Please do not watch if those topics are triggering for you.

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Lucy Miller
Lucy Miller پیش 33 دقیقه
Colleen, thank you so much for speaking your truth. I can not imagine, how you are feeling, but please know that we stand with you and will support you every step of the way!! Even though your baby isn't physically with you, you will always be a mum of 4. Your angel baby will always be there with you, Eric and Flynn even though you can't see them. I am sending you, Eric and your entire family lot's strength and love💖
Bethany
Bethany پیش 33 دقیقه
I'm pregnant for the first time, and so far I'm hating it, but I cannot wait to meet my baby after everything. However, in the future, I plan on adopting. There's so many kids in the world who need homes and families. There is no shame in hating pregnancy. It can really suck. You feel sick all the time, always tired, brain is always foggy, pain and discomfort become a part of normal everyday life. Not to mention what childbirth can do to you.
Elena Segovia Romaniv
Elena Segovia Romaniv پیش 39 دقیقه
Sending you all my love and support, I'm so sorry for your loss. Hope you get better, you are so strong
Brittany Sark
Brittany Sark پیش 53 دقیقه
I am so so sorry for your loss prayers for you and your family I had a miscarriage oct 312019 and I agree you really don't understand how someone is feel when you haven't got through that and you also don't ever expect it to be you it's so heart breaking I just had my rainbow boy sept 28 2020 you never really forget about that baby
Liz GR
Liz GR پیش 54 دقیقه
💜hugs
Peach_ Diamond3
Peach_ Diamond3 پیش ساعت
turtledudesurf
turtledudesurf پیش ساعت
Hi Colleen, fan of your work and felt wanted to show my love and support to you.
Cleo
Cleo پیش ساعت
I’m so so sorry. I am thinking of you and sending you love
Cybermystic 93
Cybermystic 93 پیش ساعت
I am so sorry you had a miscarriage 😢. Baby loss is always a horrible thing. It doesn’t matter you hated pregnancy, you were looking forward to a second baby
Amanda Lesh
Amanda Lesh پیش ساعت
So many people have awful pregnancies and don’t like pregnancy. In the end you have a little miracle and like you when you gave birth you fell completely in love with your baby. I would be terrified if I was having the problems you did when you were pregnant to be pregnant again so don’t feel like this is in any way something you did. Most women don’t like being pregnant but love the end and becoming a mom. I lost 2 babies at almost 5 months and had to have a hysterectomy so I haven’t been able to have children. Your an amazing mom! If someone says this was supposed to happen because you don’t lik pregnancy tell them to shove it (of course I wouldn’t be so nice with my words lol). No one should have to go through this kind of pain because it’s horrible. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I know you have the strength to make it through this. You have Flynn and a wonderful family to help you!🥰
Waaqia Jumat
Waaqia Jumat پیش ساعت
I wna give her a hug
Cheyenne Pepper
Cheyenne Pepper پیش 2 ساعت
I had a miscarriage in October 2020, there is no way to explain how much it hurts. My heart goes out to you this is just a different sort of pain and it’s completely difficult to process and go through.
Dancing•With•Death ss
Dancing•With•Death ss پیش 2 ساعت
Hi beautiful,I’m so sorry I’m late! You’re very strong and beautiful,thank you for being so confident and telling us. How you feel right now is completely normal and you should never feel like it was your fault. Like the doctor said it’s sadly normal,and even though they wasn’t born they are still in you’re heart and memory. I hope your okay,and don’t ever feel alone. xxxxxx Take care and I’m very sorry for you’re loss! 💋👼
Amateur Vlogger
Amateur Vlogger پیش 2 ساعت
So sorry for your loss love 💕
Armandas B
Armandas B پیش 2 ساعت
I'm so sorry Colleen.
Melody and kitties
Melody and kitties پیش 3 ساعت
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Amie Wells
Amie Wells پیش 3 ساعت
You are still a mom of 2. One is just in heaven
Elena Dreihundert
Elena Dreihundert پیش 3 ساعت
Im crying with you, Colleen
Felicia Chambers
Felicia Chambers پیش 3 ساعت
Oh my, I’m so sorry. I know the heartbreak. Sending so much love to you and your family! ❤️
Atlin McFarlane
Atlin McFarlane پیش 4 ساعت
Thank you so much for sharing this. I just experienced a miscarriage with our second pregnancy as well a couple weeks ago.
emily velasquez
emily velasquez پیش 4 ساعت
In a club I’m part of, sometimes people talk about hard things and there’s nothing to be said towards them, when everyone wants to hug them but we understand that there is a time for words and a time for just support, right now I think is a time for support. To show our support we use the ASL sign for I love you 🤟. Hey Colleen, 🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟
Jillian Sly
Jillian Sly پیش 4 ساعت
I just want to give you a big hug (respectfully). do not let other people make you feel bad for not liking the pregnancy experience. That’s YOUR experience and no one has any room to judge. Nor should those kinds of people make you feel scared for talking about pregnancy and your experiences. I’m so very sorry for your loss and I send you nothing but uplifting spirits and much love. 🤍
Kelsey Kaotic
Kelsey Kaotic پیش 4 ساعت
Can I be a mom to start this thread? I am 1 in 4 of mothers who experience this, and you are not alone. Like this, comment, let's show colleen that shes not alone too!!!
syd
syd پیش 5 ساعت
I had a miscarriage with my first pregnancy when I was 11 weeks on January 23rd. I never thought I’d ever feel this kind of pain and now my stepmother is pregnant, 3 weeks behind what I wouldve been. It’s so fucking hard and I want a baby so bad. All I keep hearing from everyone is, “it’s not your time” or “youre still young, you can have another”, it pisses me off and they have no idea how much those words hurt. Not to mention even being around pregnant people or babies upsets me. You’re not alone mama, you are so strong.
Kay Johnson
Kay Johnson پیش 5 ساعت
it hurts to see you cry like this. It hurt to hear that a lot of what made you upset was relating to what other people would say about you. we all love you. I can't imagine what you must've been going through, but we're here for you.
Reese Mora
Reese Mora پیش 6 ساعت
It takes an immense about if strength to talk about something so personal and private. My condolences to you and your family ❤️ It took me so long to be able to forgive myself for losing my little love... it’s never an easy type pain to overcome; but when that pain eases you’ll find that love replaces that pain in place for the life that you did carry. That even though you were with them for a short amount of time they were loved with every fibre of your soul.
Jinyoo Choi
Jinyoo Choi پیش 6 ساعت
imma just put this out there. whoever criticizes someone for having a miscarriage, or just criticizing someone when they open up, yall need to get some common sense. the fact that some people are that cruel and would get in anyway to pull someone down when they're already down, that's just rude and selfish. this is a time where people would need as much support as they can get...
Lucy Miller
Lucy Miller پیش 28 دقیقه
Thank you for saying that!!
Leeah Fesperman
Leeah Fesperman پیش 6 ساعت
I'm so sorry colleen
Mary B
Mary B پیش 6 ساعت
You don‘t have to love beeing pregnant to Love your Baby. I‘m currently pregnant with Baby No. 2 and I can‘t stand beeing pregnant BUT I already love my baby and I‘m just looking forward when it‘s over and I would „Risk“ a 3rd pregnancy because I know that it‘s all worth it
Ashlee Rose
Ashlee Rose پیش 7 ساعت
so sorry Colleen, take your time to grieve. love you
MimisMoments
MimisMoments پیش 8 ساعت
I am sooo sorry for your loss and even more sorry, that you were afraid to share because people are always so awful. This is Your space and you get to share whatever you feel like sharing. And this is sooooo important to share. People simply need to learn to be nicer and more sympathetic. I am sending you lots of hugs and love.
Polina Pogrebnaya
Polina Pogrebnaya پیش 8 ساعت
Colleen, thank you so much for your honesty! I appreciate you so much! Sending you a virtual hug through the internet, you will be okay sweety love you
Slime Thyme
Slime Thyme پیش 8 ساعت
My mother named the miscarriage baby that happens to her and she got a tattoo after six years of not having her and that’s so sad she named her lily and the tattoo has gjd and the flowers of lilies and that is her memories I’m not saying you should but that’s just how you know your a good mother is that you get so exited but then so depressed and then you go back to normal that is how strong women are in this world love you colleen
Isabelle Kotevski
Isabelle Kotevski پیش 9 ساعت
i’m so so sorry beautiful girl you deserve the world i wish i can hug you :(
Ariel Smith
Ariel Smith پیش 9 ساعت
It's going to be OKAY Colleen
Lizzy Krick
Lizzy Krick پیش 10 ساعت
❤️ I am so sorry. You are so strong and you will get through this. You will have a rainbow baby soon❤️
aljori Ahmed
aljori Ahmed پیش 10 ساعت
Colleen u had every right to be sad and mad and it was up to u if u wanted to talk about this just don’t forget we love you and we are soooooo sorry about your loss.
Sjarlie
Sjarlie پیش 10 ساعت
I am so sorry to hear about this Colleen! I have never been through a miscarriage of been pregnant, but I can only imagane how heartbreaking it is to loose you baby so fast! I am sending you all the positive vibes to help you go through this and hope you will find the strength to keep going
lea g's vlogs
lea g's vlogs پیش 11 ساعت
I am so sorry 😞. I know why. Love you 💘
Hannah Bartolo
Hannah Bartolo پیش 11 ساعت
Omg that is the saddest thing ever but did u know if it werent for my parents to have a misscarrige i wouldnt be born so i hope that helps ,take another pregnancy test make sure it is miscarried :) Hope u get better and if you do get pregenant next time wait 1 or 2 months so u know that the baby is healthy /like only tell ur husband . LOVE UR VIDEOS BYE !!!!!!!! Go back to ur normal life
•lilly bug•
•lilly bug• پیش 11 ساعت
I’m so sorry, love. Thank you for sharing. I’m sure your story will help some grieving mamas. Sending love♥️
Bella Kolb
Bella Kolb پیش 12 ساعت
I have no idea the pain you are going through. My mom had a stillbirth before I was born and she doesn't talk about it much but I still like to think that my older brother is protecting me and is like my guardian angel
Less of Me
Less of Me پیش 12 ساعت
my boy and yours are just a couple months apart. and at the beginning of this year, i was so excited for my second pregnancy. the day before you posted this, i began bleeding and it was confirmed 3 days later that i miscarried. i felt totally blindsided by it. you aren't alone. this hurts so much. but we will move forward, never forgetting the little one we lost.
TypicalRoxy
TypicalRoxy پیش 13 ساعت
I also wanted to say your friend that got pregnant around when Flynn was born had a miscarriage, your not alone. You may have not been able to see your baby but 1 day you will. Many many many times of family members of mine have had miscarriages. They have been so upset and dreppresed. But they fought it off and thought of the happy things. I know you can beat this 🐱 we all know you can! Let's be honest you were scared of both of your pregnancy's but that didn't stop you. You were scared of your rough times but the idea of more hurts. I hope you know wmthat your supporters love you and care for you more than anything. P.S. I hope you read this :) you don't have to respond but I hope this makes you feel more better about yourself. You are a super mom, wife, aunt, youtuber, woman, actress, comedian, and an amazing heart warmed person ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
TypicalRoxy
TypicalRoxy پیش 13 ساعت
It's ok Colleen. Your a great woman and like in a video you said miscarriage is a big thing in woman. Your not the only one and just know that. I love you even if it's not romantic it's romantic in love and laughter. Your a great woman and always will be from start to finish.
Colin Harrison
Colin Harrison پیش 13 ساعت
I fell so bad for you I love your videos but lately I have missed a lot, today I was scrolling on Tik Tok and found out what happens I actually cried 😔hope it get better soon
Valerie Chung
Valerie Chung پیش 13 ساعت
i'm so sorry for ur loss. we love you❤
Angeliqueee
Angeliqueee پیش 13 ساعت
I appreciate you
Stella Ziebarth
Stella Ziebarth پیش 13 ساعت
Oh my gosh Colleen im so sorry.
Bobbleheadeddiscobiscuit
Bobbleheadeddiscobiscuit پیش 13 ساعت
Miscarriages always suck. I’m sorry for your loss.
Stella Ziebarth
Stella Ziebarth پیش 13 ساعت
I'm so sorry Colleen
Rhea Sastri
Rhea Sastri پیش 13 ساعت
I'm so sorry this happened you are so strong please never give up. You will one day become a family of four.
adri cjjsr
adri cjjsr پیش 13 ساعت
I’m sorry Colleen I love you 🥺❤️
Zoe Sella
Zoe Sella پیش 13 ساعت
Collen. You willing to be able to go through pregnancy again makes you such a strong a powerful women. Im sorry for your loss and you can fight through this. I belive in you❤
Lynne' Heil
Lynne' Heil پیش 14 ساعت
Sending love and healing❤️
Adrijana Clark
Adrijana Clark پیش 14 ساعت
to yall who disliked this video: you know she is going through a hard time, you could have done nothing to the video and not disliked it or liked it. But you had to go out of your way to dislike the video, you should consider what you are doing before you do it.
Chrystal Teal
Chrystal Teal پیش 2 ساعت
Dont judge people for disliking a video, look at it with different meaning: I think some people dislike that she had to go through a miscarriage or that it is unfair. Some people dislike a video because they don't agree with content or some dislike it because they also hurt. I don't want anyone to see the dislikes or thumbs down as a negative or a bad thing. (I always look at the positive in everything, though)
Adrijana Clark
Adrijana Clark پیش 14 ساعت
I don't have any wise words for you but I am going to say this from my heart, I am deeply sorry for your loss and I wish the best for you and your family in the future :)
Felicia Montoya
Felicia Montoya پیش 14 ساعت
just because she didn’t love her first pregnancy doesn’t mean it’s okay that she lost her baby. praying for you always 💗
Gabriella Morales
Gabriella Morales پیش 14 ساعت
I am so sorry that you feel the pain that I have felt for years. It is truly devastating. Thank you for sharing your story. ❤
theperksofbeingkylie
theperksofbeingkylie پیش 14 ساعت
Normalize talking about miscarriage. Colleen, you are so loved and I think you're so incredibly brave for talking about this. I am so so so sorry that you went through this :(
Lindsey S
Lindsey S پیش 14 ساعت
I cannot imagine your pain. so sorry colleen. we are all here for you, hang in there, you’re so strong!
Mimi B
Mimi B پیش 14 ساعت
We will see the the soon🕊👼🏽
Sydney Connolly
Sydney Connolly پیش 14 ساعت
It is ok my aunt had a miscarriage when I was 6 but now she has 3 bootiful child’s and I call them the C.C.R’s 🥺❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Carole Sang
Carole Sang پیش 14 ساعت
You’re so strong. I’m very sorry for your loss colleen
Crystal Currie
Crystal Currie پیش 14 ساعت
I really hope this means, you won't try again. Because your such a wonderful mother
Alicia Foley
Alicia Foley پیش 15 ساعت
I'm so sorry for your lose
Cecilia Pistorius
Cecilia Pistorius پیش 15 ساعت
Nothing but love for you and your family!! It doesn't matter who you are or how far along you are, babies lost will rip your heart out! ❤❤❤❤
Evelyn The shiny potato
Evelyn The shiny potato پیش 15 ساعت
I’m so sorry it’s really not fair that this happened to Colleen or honestly anyone
Piper Ford
Piper Ford پیش 15 ساعت
I am so sorry for you
Lillian Branam
Lillian Branam پیش 15 ساعت
I am praying for you. Your baby is dancing in heaven. Thank you for sharing your story.
Fritter Art
Fritter Art پیش 15 ساعت
I am so sorry! Miscarriages are hard to go through, there is so much psychological wiring in miscarriages that nobody should go through! And no just because you didn’t like pregnancy does not mean you don’t want to be a mom! I hope you are getting through it okay.
Paisley Lloyd
Paisley Lloyd پیش 15 ساعت
You have a baby angel looking down at you and watching over the Ballinger
Trendon Jackson
Trendon Jackson پیش 15 ساعت
We love you💜💜 you are such a mother figure to us all and it shows when you knew the risks and how painfully could have been but you knew that love. You are amazing and inspiring and we all understand that you need this time to heal, take your time and we love you and are here for you ❤️❤️
Ariana Esquivel
Ariana Esquivel پیش 15 ساعت
It really hurts no matter how far you are, I was 6 months but it would’ve hurt just as badly if I was 6 weeks. I hope you heal from this ❤️
The Calming Witch
The Calming Witch پیش 16 ساعت
I lost my first at 24 weeks due to an incompetent cervix. I got pregnant with my second 8 months later. I HATED my pregnancy. You are so right, no one ever talks about how horrible pregnancy can be. Even though I won’t be looking forward to the pregnancy, I would love a second baby in the future. Hugs hugs hugs. You are not alone ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Chloe Dickinson
Chloe Dickinson پیش 16 ساعت
I am so sorry 😢
Natasha Ganpat
Natasha Ganpat پیش 16 ساعت
Sorry for your lots
Average Musician
Average Musician پیش 16 ساعت
We love you so much, It’s Not your fault. You’ll get through this
Jessica Cruit
Jessica Cruit پیش 16 ساعت
A spiritualist once told me that miscarriages were a way that the soul was saying that they weren’t quite ready yet. We as women are helping the soul when they are ready even though we have to go through tremendous pain in the process. You are helping a lot of women feel better by sharing your pain. I’m truly sorry for your pain. ❤️
Paislee Elaine Holley
Paislee Elaine Holley پیش 16 ساعت
Omg I am so sorry
Lula Stamps
Lula Stamps پیش 16 ساعت
First realizing you had a miscarriage, your whole world crashes down on top of you. Because when you find out your pregnant, you plan out everything. Christmases, thanksgivings, easters, relationship (s), etc. and when you see that tiny pool of blood that was your baby, it’s unexplainable. You think “god what the hell just happened? Why is that there? How and why did my body do this?” In one word it’s unimaginable. It’s hard to understand that life works like that. And everyone’s been through that. God bless you Colleen, Eric and Flynn. And best hopes in the future.
Payton Lynn
Payton Lynn پیش 16 ساعت
I’m so sorry Coleen ❤️ I am praying for you❤️ Know that Jesus is near and that he weeps with you and wants to comfort and heal you❤️
Carrie Short
Carrie Short پیش 16 ساعت
I'm so sorry for your loss. I've had 2 miscarriages and it's never easy. Keep your head up and thank you for sharing your story!
Helen Mortimer
Helen Mortimer پیش 16 ساعت
You are so strong I love you so much thank you for sharing this with us I know this was hard for you but we are going to sprinkle you with so much love because you deserve it 💖💖
Jada Kowalczyk
Jada Kowalczyk پیش 16 ساعت
I don’t understand the pain that you are going through but I do k is it is very devastating to loose someone this has happened to my mom twice but I lost my grandpa and aunt in about two days I am so very sorry
Keelie Gaines
Keelie Gaines پیش 16 ساعت
omg... i wasnt watching when u got pregnant with flynn but i watched those videos... i wish u were because i would have loved to be with u through it...
Andrea Weloth
Andrea Weloth پیش 17 ساعت
Oh mama it’s okay. Let yourself feel what you’re feeling. It’s okay to grieve.
Elliisloveinglife M
Elliisloveinglife M پیش 17 ساعت
My mother had so many miscarriages so everyone started thinking that she couldn’t get pregnant. She told me how the pain dubbed because people insulted her instead of being by her side but she kept trying until she got me. Colleen you’re not alone and you’ll never be just doing give up on yourself and everything will work out fine
Elie Saad
Elie Saad پیش 17 ساعت
Well look on the bright side... You are safe and the miscarriage went well at least, right? I mean that could've been an entire different scenario and it would've been an actual tragedy...
Caroline Werner
Caroline Werner پیش 17 ساعت
It is hard and it is personal. I've had a miscarriage at 18 weeks and it still feels surreal after 20 years. Keep talking about it and keep growing. Big hugs to you and yours.
Khloe Montano
Khloe Montano پیش 17 ساعت
Don't worry Colleen we are here to support you anytime 🙂
Isabella Moya
Isabella Moya پیش 17 ساعت
We love you so much
Elizabeth ?
Elizabeth ? پیش 17 ساعت
I'm the oldest of 7 kids and between me and my sister my mom had a miscarriage. It was devastating for both my parents, even for me when learning about when I got older. It's a loss so I don't blame you for being upset, I would be too. 😢
Emily Clark
Emily Clark پیش 17 ساعت
I am so so sorry colleen I know how much you love love being a mom!!! We are here for you and love you with all our hearts
Shiv
Shiv پیش 18 ساعت
❤️
Laura Petrosky
Laura Petrosky پیش 18 ساعت
My sister in law had two miscarriages and an ectopic pregnancy before her having her rainbow baby almost six months ago. You are absolutely not alone.
Anaitza Roman
Anaitza Roman پیش 18 ساعت
It’s really sad that you are worried about how people are going to judge your grief. It’s your life, you get to decide how you feel. F*%! the internet trolls. Praying for you and your family 💕
Princess Minecraft
Princess Minecraft پیش 18 ساعت
I am so sorry for you, we are here for you to talk to ❤️ No one should ever have to go through all of this...stay strong 💪🏻 You are an amazing confident woman ❤️
Abby Wilson
Abby Wilson پیش 19 ساعت
I’m so sorry to hear this Colleen sending all my love❤️❤️❤️❤️
quinnzygirl
quinnzygirl پیش 19 ساعت
Thank you for having the courage to share your story
a rough night.
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